Creation and Evolution

Today I wanted to update this post according to some new information I got when listening to Jesus: I realize that God not only watches but - of course - continuously pours more Love into the system, into everything in Her creation. And this is what makes the real changes, including evolution, come true!

I was thinking about the human race and the historical background of the human being.

It all began when I was visiting a friend and we discussed at what indoor temperature we feel comfortable. My feeling is that it has to do with the amount of fear we carry with us. So when we have released some fear we will be comfortable and warm even if it's only +15C indoors or even less.
My friend said that humankind has evolved from Africa so it would be natural that we want quite warm surroundings. Both perspectives interested me a lot.

When driving home the question about humankind's history came back to me. And I received some information from my friends in the spirit world. This is what came to me:

God is the Creator of everything inside and outside the universe. God creates potential for Her creations to grow into and to fulfil. It is like God giving everything too big clothes which includes space to grow, although I feel it is not really "too big" clothes, but rather a very comfortable outfit that grows together with the creation. For God time is no issue as there is an eternity to play with. So God created the process of evolution for the creations to grow and fulfil their potentiality. And it is the Love that God gives Her creations that make them grow!

And God is really happy about that, seeing her creations grow in beauty and capacity! It is like a parent joyfully watching her children taking their first steps, singing their first song and saying the first words!

The human being's history began 4-5 million years ago, maybe in Africa. The physical body and the spiritual body (?) had developed from earlier animals and now there is an animal who can walk on two legs. God continues - through Her Love - to fulfil the potentiality for this animal through the development of certain skills like the ability to make and use tools, to create artwork and so on.

God always Loves while watching with great joy how this very special creation develops into a more and more perfect being. Then the day comes when man is created. The animal body is now perfected as far as it is possible for the physical parts alone. It has now become a vessel for something more. So God plants the first souls into the physical bodies. (Read Padgett Messages, part II from Aman and Amon)

The soul is like an enormously advanced software that gives the physical and spiritual bodies much greater potentiality. The soul is from God and it is of God, meaning that the human being is actually God's own child. And the soul can make the bodies develop further, maybe infinitely.

To me this feels like a logic explanation about the creation of man on our planet earth. So far scientists have discovered a lot about evolution, but the questions about man are still unresolved.

My fantasy made me look around and watch nature. Could it be that God always creates potentiality "only" and then watches with joy how the creation grows. Who knows what a tree, a plant or an animal have within them? Probably a great potentiality!

Notes About Control and the Law of Attraction

First snow

I am getting in touch with some of my deeper fears now. During the night one of them surfaced. It is about control. I have a very strong addiction to be in control. The underlying fear is that something will go wrong and that I will be hurt in some way.

The last days things don't go MY way. I am loosing control! This tells me that something unloving is going on within me and my soul is pulling events towards me to show me this.

First it was the internet connection. Now and then it goes down, and I have to reset the modem. I have also noticed that when it is time to pay all the bills for the month, then suddenly the internet is even more difficult to persuade to participate with me.

Yesterday I found two bills that were really urgent to take care of.
The internet went down.
I restarted the modem.
The internet was extremely slow.
So I restarted the modem again.
No noticeable improvement...
I called the customer care help desk to find out whether it was their fault. Now I needed someone to blame and someone to fix it for me.
So I got some updating files that should speed up the internet connection for me.
But my internet was so slow that it couldn't open the files ... (now it's almost getting funny ...)

And at last I realized that it has to be within me that something is unresolved.
First I was angry.. I don't want to handle the bills, I don't want to do it myself, I feel exploited
Then at last the sadness came to me.
Sadness about wanting someone to help me, to care for me... a feeling of exhaustion about always having to take care of everything and of trying to be in control.
I cried, just for a little while.

10 minutes later the internet worked perfectly without me doing anything. And the bills were paid.

This event was about control and of not being in control. It was of course also about God's Law of Attraction and how wonderfully it works.

It is so very loving to understand that when my soul lets go of something painful, then suddenly everything gets less painful around me.

It is also so loving that letting go of control makes things go more smoothly. It is really wonderful to realize that the whole world becomes a more loving place when I stop controlling it! Anyone surprised about this?

I feel so grateful that I now and then may experience how Loving God is. That God is good, really Good. And that the Laws are Good too. Thank you God for being there - always, showing me - always.